a retired engineer and now it's for hobby use so difficult to justify high outlays.
Change your thinking my friend ...........anything that makes YOUR retirement move enjoyable is worth it and need not be rationalised to anyone!
That's what you worked for all those years. It's your time, your income, your enjoyment.
That said,
Free is usualy limited in some way.
MeshCam and Cambam would satisfy your needs and won't break the retirement fund.
Happy retirement,
BTW.....buy a nice set of magnifying glasses....maybe a high intensity light also.
Retired also and loving it,
RICH